Chronicles of the American Pupusa

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Monday, July 13, 2009

What does Sotomayor have to do with me?

I’m completely in love with the media coverage surrounding the first day of hearings for Judge Sotomayor. I am starting to see the beginning of a shift in how the media (since that’s the source material I’m using to write this) is handling race, objectivity, personal v social, and everything in between, as a reflection of where the United States is in identity and inclusion discourse. In certain lenses this is no different from race/identity politics from the 50’s, 60’s, 70’s, and what not, cause yes; race is still f%^ed up, yes one person is being forced to represent a whole ethnicity, yes there are racists at the table, yes we are dancing around the race card, and yes the disparities among us are a lot worse than before. Even so, the handling, the discourse, and the points of interest by the media as topics to share with the mainstream are absolutely fascinating. They see the mirror and are looking at the United States for the way it is, but their interpretations and speculations on handling this mirror image is where it gets hairy and that is what we should be worried about.

Zero sums all around – the rise of hybridity

I’m digging the whole zero-sum effect taking place by synergizing assumed polarized notions of where Latinos lie in the spectrum of American social landscapes. I noticed a lot of coverage surrounding Sotomayor’s journey in America. A lot has been discussed about her roots as a Puerto Rican, at the same time a lot is being said of her trans-geographical placement in New York culture… this is old news to most of us in the inside… but this fluid transport between the ‘exotic’ PR and the NY homeland touches upon Latinidad as ‘the hybrid of hybrids’… folks do not know if she really is ‘exotic’ or if she is (silly ass coinage from here) “American as Mango Pie”. In the end, Sotomoayor is challenging (or reintroducing) the complexities of identity and geography, with a nation of immigrants, with NY as “multi…” as it is, and PR as historically “multi…” as NY is.

Another zero-sum is the confusion by politicians if whether she is ‘mainstream’ or ‘too far off’ in her approach to judging. I’m mean really?? To have one’s record or stances evoke such disparate reactions is amazing and makes me question that the confusion is not about her at all, but about the critics and supporters themselves. Again we are seeing polarized viewpoints becoming a hybrid embodied by the journey of Sotomayor. In a weird way, those who view her ethnicity as exotic and foreign will claim she is subjectively injecting ‘personal politics’ in her work, thus ‘off the mainstream’. Yet, its they who need to question the idea of objectivity and the subjectivity of themselves residing in a land and set of laws created by their ancestors with their own biases injected as well.

The last zero-sum I noticed is the general notion from the media and politicians that ‘she is pretty much a shoe in. Yet there is all this hype and controversy surrounding her? So if she is that good, then why make such a big deal?? Because she is Latina? A choice from Obama and the “Change” movement? The work of those before us, through the civil rights movement, the ‘Cosby Era’, the multicultural / diversity movements, to this fake Post-race discourse, strives to normalize, present, and represent ourselves as folks who have developed techniques to handle the oppressions and repressions dished out by those in power. But we are always scrutinized, examined, and questioned as rational and fair individuals… its mainstream’s guilt, and fear of some sort of ‘revenge’ on our part for the crimes did by them. Its not we who bring the controversy to the table, it’s the ignorance of others who should of learned and friended us long ago, who see us walking down the street and will look at us from behind the curtains and blinds of their homes.

So, if it’s a zero-sum, what of it?

I’m nervous about how the media (and maybe in reflection of the mainstream) is unable to handle it. We have folks such as Angelo Falcon dropping old school technique on this by arguing the bicultural “Mango Pie” tactic. We have the rise of Sotomayor as an extension of ‘new school’ Obama race-politics 2.0 style. There is also the classic meritocracy approach of coming from foreign lands and pulling up some bootstraps to make it so, or the zero-sum effect of inevitability without questioning. Pessimists may think Sotomayor is another Saturday morning cartoon episode where it’s the same villains fighting the same heroes with the same conclusion at the end. For me, I’m happy to see the confusion by the US of ‘normal’, objectivity, the personal and the social, all that is up again to question. I’m seeing this confusion in the same context as when W.E.B Dubois talked about the birth of his double-consciousness, or identity development theorists call the ‘encounter stage’ where that traumatizing event brings out questions of yourself in identity and relations to others. It is at that moment we can look for innovations, introduce new techniques, and bring about further change.

In some aspects, I’m very happy to see some complexity in the discourse of race presented by the media (thank you President Obama!). This reminds me of my previous rant on Junot Diaz’s presentation of our Latinidades, as we are so complex that just calling us a ‘hybrid of Indigenous, Spanish, and African cultures” is too simple. As a Latino born in the U.S. growing up with old school values and new school philosophies and an undying sense of displacement… all that was written above is nothing new. But, its great to see this germinating from mainstream Newsweek, Time, AP, and so forth. I’m banking that folks can pick up on this tension as much as I have, and develop conscious techniques and methods to address this different landscape of identity and inclusion. I hope that my brothers and sisters use the opportunity to question their own notions of placement in the United States and empower themselves and take advantage of this ‘encounter’ that we are seeing before our eyes.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Juice Will House You… In His Hut!!! – Old School House Classics

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By popular demand here comes my Old School House Mix! I went pretty all over the board with this one; going from Chicago, New York, Freestyle, Detroit, to French House. But most if it is meant to keep the funky side of things in place. The other vibe I wanted to do was keep it away from the progressive, techy, minimal, or ravey and focus on more of the groovier side of things. Also, I noticed that this mix is reflective more of the House I grew up with in Hip Hop clubs, old school, and B-More parties. So it should work for everybody! [PS. My only regret is that I wasn’t able to put in “Hot Music” or any Jungle Brothers… but B-More and NY are repped in the mix]

Tracklisting

Can You Feel It – Mr. Fingers
Your Love – Frankie Knuckles
No Way Back – Adonis
House Music (Message Mix)– Eddie Amador
It Is What It Is – Derrick May
So Let It Be House – Mike Dunn
Party People – Royal House / Todd Terry
Big Fun (Classic Magic Juan Mix Remake) – Inner City
Fascinated – Company B
Gypsy Woman – Crystal Waters
Show Me Love (Stonebridge Love Mix) – Robin S
Brighter Days (Underground Goodie Mix) – Cajmere feat Dajae
Percolator – Cajmere
The Bomb (Direct Hit Mix) – The Bucketheads
Deep Inside – Hardrive
I Can’t Get No Sleep (Ken Lou12 Inch Mix) – Masters at Work feat. India
You Can’t Hide from Your Bud – DJ Sneak
You Don’t Know Me – Armand Van Helden
Phoenix – Daft Punk
Flat Beat – Mr. Oizo
This is Sick – Solid Groove

Thursday, June 25, 2009

"Poem for Tia Rosa"

I don’t know why the rain didn’t come yesterday

Yesterday was a beautiful day
The sun moving in and out of clouds
Giving us a loving warmth each time she was open and free

The light breeze touched our skin like a tease, letting us know she was there amongst us, only to leave us right when we began to appreciate her.

Yesterday was a beautiful day
Yet, her air was dry
Warmth too harsh for some

Her harsh warmth made you walk away from home, making you believe it was your cousin, your mom’s fault…

So the rain is here today, and yesterday is gone
All this water could have saved her

A little too late for some,
Just in time for others,

In the end the rain came on time…
… never has water been so precious to me...

Only if she could have mustered enough strength to let the rain in, to let it wash away the fire.

"To my Latino Higher Education Professionals"

"ahem, ahem"

Wear your brown garments with pride!
Tighten that brown tie made with shiny silk
Straighten that pretty skirt with beige trim
Wear your brown guayaberas, sashes, and gowns "con orgullo"

I want to see you strut like the Emperor and Empress you are!
Looking upon everyone, showing off your scratches and bruises
Citing your wisdom and sage that can be seen on page 456b of this month's journal
Be that King and Queen that you are, for all of us to see in awe.

I also want to see you strut!
I want to see you speak and act as that Empress you wish to be
Pass laws, give decrees, and make bold statements for sheep to follow you

Act like every other Emperor I've seen!
Oppress, impart, impose, impede on the gifts and contributions of others
Forget my name, forget my story, forget it all, but revel in your own
The language, the walk, the words you speak are just like every other King or Queen

Oppressive,
Established,
Pedigree,
Classy,

I, and the rest of us, notice your brown shoes lost their shine,
You walk in front of me naked like the day you were born
I see nothing but your strut, your 'position', and your merits
And your brown clothes are all but disappeared…

In the end, you wear your invisible clothes pretty well my friend
Your badges and symbols of credibility cannot be seen
All I see is you… naked, like the day you were born
Frankly, it is sad to see you walk like a King, the walk of power, the walk of conceit and self

Me? I am perfectly fine standing here, not moving, with the rest of the town all around me…
Looking at you walk (to your Ivory Tower) away from us... normal folk

"Para ti"

You grew up alone and beautiful sweetheart
It took everyone else to catch up to you
I’m happy I did… (for a little bit)

Life hurt you my dear
You did what you could (wrote it down, showed love, gave everyone that beautiful smile)
I’m honored you shared with me

And I’m sorry I hurt you too my love
Unlike you, I was behind, slow to see, impatient to continue
I’m hopeful that you enjoyed my company.

RIP Michael Jackson

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

ill.selection dropped on EXBC Radio with Amitai

Amitai again shows me some love by featuring "Switch Up (Swagger Mix)" on Expansion Broadcast #153 part 1 which you can catch here.

Homie comes through yet again with some ill track selections and sweet mixing. I'm a big fan as its a smooth mixing style, but yet not, as his approach puts the role of the DJ in a more human touch... not trying to simply crossfade, I'm always a fan of DJ's putting some work in with cuts, scratches, mixes, and blends that says "I'm here motherfuckers, and I'm making this shit happen fro you to fucking dance!!" Reminds me of DJ SS back in the day dropping shit quick and fast rough and ready.

So here is the tracklisting... I'm absolutely honored my tune transitioned toward the more breakbeat jungle bizzness, puts me in my place and next to my true love Jungle...

Track Listing

1. Calibre - Hard Times
2. Akira vs. T-Ak - Oceanic
3. Utah Saints - Something Good (HC remix)
4. Joe Tex - I Gotcha
5. State of Mind vs. Chris SU - Flawless (Sigma remix)
6. Santogold - Unstoppable (Calculon & Eric Yo! bootleg)
7. Electric Six - Gay Bar
8. Electric Six vs. Dillinja - Armoured Gay Bar (Datashat remix)
9. Future Signal - Kill Switch
10. Prodigy - Voodoo People (Pendulum remix)
11. Prodigy - Voodoo People (original mix remastered)
12. Benga - One Million
13. Reso - If Ya Can’t Beat Em
14. Richie August - Blood Lust
15. Caspa - Floor Dem
16. 2562 - Kontrol
17. TLC - Silly Ho
18. Benga - Crunked Up
19. Sick Rebel - Lion
20. ill.selection - Switch Up (Swagger mix)
21. Subtropic - Red Hot Rivets
22. Ratpack - Tralala Boom (Jungle edit)
23. DMD and The Bonemen - Sweet Vibrations
24. A.D.O.R. - One For The Trouble (a capella)
25. Channel 2 - Youth Today
26. Drunken Masters- Kill Bill
27. Busta Rhymes - Woo Hah (a capella)
28. Burner Bros - Where I Want You (Subsonik remix)
29. Beastie Boys - Sabotage
30. Burner Bros - Where I want You (Subsonik remix) reload

If you want to check out the entire EXBC crew doing their thing, check it here

More of Amitai here!